Awake all day and I guess I’ll say up all night

I’m in the dark but I’m still looking for a light

I can’t stop laughing but I also feel like crying

If i’m alive than why do I feel like I’m dying?!

 

Tick, tock, my mind is on the clock

Out, of luck, guess I don’t give a f*ck

 

I take my pleasure only when I’m cursing through my pain

My mind is trippin’ on the chemicals in my vains

Forget who I am, eventhough you moan my name

I can’t tell left from right, I guess I’ve gone insane

 

People differ but to me they all just feel alike

I’ll never see the truth ’cause all their lies keep me blind

Don’t you weep now if I start to crash while flying

At least I felt alive, right before I was dying

 

Tick, tock, my mind is on the clock

Out, of luck, guess I don’t give a f*ck

 

I take my pleasure only when I’m cursing through my pain

My mind is trippin’ on the chemicals in my vains

Forget who I am, eventhough you moan my name

I can’t tell left from right, I guess I’ve gone insane

When I woke up this morning
Mary Jane was all around
She asked me to start a story
Can’t remember what it was about

Do you know what she said to me?
Don’t let a girl drive you crazy
I know that girl can give you heat
But baby I’m all that you need

She lets you drift far away
Mary Jane
All your worries, they won’t stay
Mary Jane
Fly away from the grey
Mary Jane
And everything will be okay
Mary Jane, Mary Jane

She made me feel nauseous
And I can’t even feel my hands
She’s the one who makes me toxicated
But she also makes me feel grand

Yeah we do this time and time again
And we’ll continue right to the end
I know that she’ll make things fine
And I’m proud to call her mine

I got you mad again 
Please can we get this over 
You start to yell without end 
Thank God I’m never sober 
It’s always the same, I’m the one to blame 
‘cause I became such a bore 
Let’s end this game and just forget my name 
’cause I don’t care anymore 

Just go away, you’re just not what I’m feeling 
So go away, sick of your face I’m seeing 
Just go away, no need to fight about it 
So go away, just farewell, no need for shouting 

But instead we just fight 
And we’ll start again tomorrow 
We never turn the tide 
Why do we stay in sorrow? 
We both had enough, I’ll just pack my stuff 
And head straight for the door 
It will be okay on our separate ways 
‘cause we don’t care anymore 

Just go away, you’re just not what I’m feeling 
So go away, sick of your face I’m seeing 
Just go away, no need to fight about it 
So go away, just farewell, no need for shouting 

Why should we fight for some lost cause? 
When a goodbye could be enough 
Every time you try make my head spin 
Can’t you see that no one is going to win 
If you want it all to be okay, just take a listen to what I’ll say

Jumpin’ from a rooftop right to the ground 
I know you love it when I make that sound 
There’s not a moment that I don’t pass your mind 
I know there’s a secret for me to find 

I know you love it when I play the strings 
It makes you do all those dirty things 

I’ll get your love from all your hate 
And then you scream for more as I vibrate 

On top of me is where you’ll sit 
Then we will make sure that I’ll fit 

And I love the way you handle my gun 
And it feels like heaven when we’re going on 

Stick my finger in the honey just to get you off 
And I’ll keep going on cause you can’t get enough 
Down under is where I’ll dine 
And I’ll keep rocking so I can blow your mind

This song was written by Lorenzo de Rooij, the leadsinger and guitarist of Sticky Sweet, about the passing of his close friend and fellow musician Juri Rosvetov at age 19 in 2015.

lyrics

Got fired so I’ve been feeling stressed out lately 
Now I wont stand down, make it through, maybe 
It won’t matter ‘cause I’m looking blue and feeling sore 
Hope it gets better but I know it will get so much worse 

Son ow I’m planning my escape 
And I will do whatever it takes 
I clear my mind, I hit the road 
Get my fix and start the show 

I try to drown myself in tons of booze 
I try to free my mind but the ropes prepare my noose 
I’ve tried it all, there’s nothing that I can do 
Kicked my head around, still it came back to you 

The day I lost my brother, I also lost my home 
Suppost to stand together, now I’m standing all alone 
Started crying when I saw them put you six feet deep 
Try to find a way for you to trade your place with me 

Son ow I’m planning my escape 
And I will do whatever it takes 
I clear my mind, I hit the road 
Get my fix and start the show 

I try to drown myself in tons of booze 
I try to free my mind but the ropes prepare my noose 
I’ve tried it all, there’s nothing that I can do 
Kicked my head around, still it came back to you